reduced fuel tank

Four years since my last interview. I did the best I could. I smiled. I spoke with passion but I missed some critical details.

External stress reduces my fuel tank. I can’t go as fast. I can’t go as far.

  • laptop not working
  • restructuring in full swing
  • planning renovations
  • not sleeping well for the past 28 days
  • feeling ill and
  • not being able to work out

Still, I’m disappointed. Could have done better had I prepared more. But I couldn’t. So I didn’t. Learning to be kinder to myself. But I hate disappointing myself.